What will it take?

What will it take for you to care? Should I get cancer? Should I get in a car crash? Should I delete everything and have you wonder where I am? Should I just say foret it this is how you are you just don't care? You just lie cause I'm not good enough to talk to so I'll pretend I'm asleep and go rant on myspace about how I need a friend yet I know someone who's willing to talk but she's not good enough? She's not good enough cause she doesn't sit there and make imture comments, or doesn't just laugh because he's grown up and wants to talk an not just joke around. Honstly I just want someone who cares, I spent countless nights while you cried why can't you do the same for me. It seems everytime I need a friend or someone to cry o I have no one. You won't read this, and if you do you'll say your a bad friend it's all your fault and I'll get even more pissed. Honstly just talk to me like you care and like your willing to be here, and don't leave. Can you do that? Please?