Religon?

Religion.
Not a big part of my life. If you ask me what my religion is, I would probably say Christian. But in my head I'm not sure if God is real or if I even have a religion. I believe in the idea of a god. Someone who made all of this, us, everything. But I honestly don't know. Most of the time I wonder if my whole life is a game, a giant competition to see if I'm good enough to go to Heaven or bad enough to go to Hell. Maybe the player of this game (God) is just some big boy with a joystick playing a video game and controlling my life. Apparently he likes to watch me squirm.

I hate when people are like "Be good and your going to Heaven." or "Oh, he's going to Hell." Because multiple people believe different things. Some people think when we die we go to Heaven or Hell. Others think there's nothing, no life after death. I'm scared of death just for that reason. I don't want to know who's right

On the other hand, Christians. We can't say our religion is right and everyone else's is wrong. There are Jews, Muslims, Jehovah's(sp?) witness. There are plenty of religions. How do we know who's is right or who's is wrong? I honestly think no one really knows until we pass.

I don't know if I'm the only one that thinks this about religion.
But this is my opinion. Thanks for reading.