making sense yet?

Ok so i know i may have changed lately. well thats changing yet again. i've been told by big friends that mean ALOT to me. that i am more depressed i've been told. "cheer up cher and you'll brighten up the room around you" i couldn't help to see what i'd been doing. and i know its got to change. its making ppl mad at me. i know i've taken some stabs and jabs at ppl and i know ppl are a bit upset. so i know that once this is up and once i start my change i'll be back to normal a bit cheerier (if thats a word if not i'll find one later) but i'm sorry to my whole family (mibba family) i've kinda let you guys down and i'm gonna change that. i'm doing a bit more writing and i've kinda brought out more of my artistic side. and schools gonna start soon so that will change things i also won't be on so much anymore.

but i love all you guys and i will talk to you later.

With Love,
Cheryl <333