Love Hurts As Much As Hate.

Heyy guys,

So i havnt wrote a jounral in awhile.
I Just need to up date on the last few weeks of the hoildays.

So i broke up with Connor then i went out with David,it was going really well untill about 4 weeks later he told me he had cheated on me with Holly. Who is a friend of ours.A use the term "friend" lightly.
So i was disturut. As i really hadnt felt like this about anyone,ever.

It sounds really mean but through all of my relantionships i have never felt this strongly about someone. But as Holly is always there,she lives around the corner from him.
We decided to break up as he needs time to sort himself out,he told us both that.
Although,Yesterday he was folwoing her around like a lost puppy. It was so annoying.Anyway im starting to rant at this point. so Ill stop.

Well my friend Lucas has cancer, i just got a text this moring say he is in ICU (Intensive Care Unit) has he has slipped into a coma and may never wake up.
Goshh i hope with all my heart he is okay. I Love Him So much.
If he goes ive lost two people this week, I Really love them both it hurts so much.

Everytime i see him talking to her or somthing,it hurts so much.
I Wish things were the same as they were this time last week. Everything was so much better. Luke was okay, I Was So Happy with David.

I Think i just took it all for grnated tbh. Oh well im sleeping at David's tonight. Shes gonna be there aswell as some other of our friends.

Just shows that love hurts as much as hate does.
Any sugestions on what i should do to get over David or anything will be gladly helping.

Peace and Love,
Lauren x x