My Skin Hates Me!

Okay so my skin is either really clear one minute or really spotty the next then it gets really dry its beyond annoying now! I have worn out so many products and it's ridiculous I'm failing at finding a decent one that actually works. But the worse thing is my bad skin is shattering my confidence I sit for hours and cry because I'm scared my boyfriend will finish me over my bad skin or people will make horrible comments at school.

Right now I have a huge blemish/spot on my chin, it's pretty big, it keeps drying up then cracking and bleeding and its this horrible red colour. My confidence is now non existent and I'm so scared it's going to leave behind a horrible scar, I already have one on my lip and that never fails to bother me.

I have to go out tonight too to my boyfriends bands garden gig and it just wont go away, typical. I no people have much worse skin than me but right now this blemish is really affecting me and it's all I seem to see when I dare look in the mirror. I just have no idea how to get rid of it.