bad.

is it bad that all of my subscriptions revolve around two specific boy bands..
(and are extremely different, i must admit.)

is it bad that the guys I've liked are both virtually untouchable and way out of my league?
(did i mention they were famous?)

is it bad that i write romance-y fan-fictions about them?
(and that wish they were real?)

is it bad that the happiest I've ever been was in a dream?
(and the dream was about one of them?)

is it bad that my mind lives life like a story?
(and they're the main characters?)

is it bad that i think they're gonna be waiting for me around the corner?
(and for a minute there, i was positively fooled?)

is it bad that when i search a story, they're the only two things in my history?
(and the message boards?)

is it bad that i have two parts dedicated to them in a binder in my sock drawer?
(and sometimes read it just for kicks?)

is it bad that i'm trusting total strangers to handle all my deepest secrets?
(well, is it?)