Lately

Lately I've been totally completely weird. I get dizzy really easy, and at this very moment I feel like... I don't know how to describe it really. Like I'm hanging over something by my stomach so that my head is drooping and my arms and legs hang towards the floor? I can even feel the blood rushing to my fingertips and toes. But truthfully, I'm sitting up normally. It doesn't really make a lot of sense. If you understood what I meant, you are amazing.

Anyway, right now my computer screen feels really far away, and my hands feel gigantic. And I'm not on drugs, so don't say that that's my problem. I've never touched drugs, never will. I just feel weird, is all.

I don't want to tell my parents about it though, since they don''t take my seriously very often. When I was younger I was a bit of a hypochondriac, and they've never really let me live it down. I'm not like that anymore, but I'm not sure they realize that.

I don't think it's anything serious, really, but it makes things a bit difficult, you know? Randomly feeling dizzy to the point where I have to grab something to hold myself up has a way of putting a damper on some situations.