I'm sorry for breaking your heart

I feel terrible....I know I broke his heart...but I killed a part of myself too. I don't know why I feel this way..I thaught I was making a good choice when I said I didn't want you anymore,,but as time goes by I realize how much a want you back. I can't stan the idea of you flirting with someone else thats not me. But I think back to all those tears you caused. The way you made me feel when we WERE togather..then I think to myself that I made a good choice. Am I fooling myself? Can I live without you? ugh I thaught this was going to be easier if we didn't go out anymore..just now I want to cry because I feel empty...I know I hurt you.....I'm sorry.

Hopefully some gir will notice how great you are..but first you have to change the way you are...butcause if you treat her the way you treated me...then your just going to end of heart broken AGAIN...

Since I didn't get to tell you when I talked to you on Wednesday...I'm going to tell you right now.......

I love you

(I just had to get that out)
August 25th, 2009 at 11:28pm