Change

A lot of change is happening in my life right now and it's scaring me. As a person I feel more emotional, stressed and unhappy. I admit to being quite low in the past but now nearly everyday feels like hell and that sucks because being happy is wonderful. I miss smiling like an idiot everyday.

Also my parents say that I've changed and I have too much attitude. The thing is I try to talk to them about how I feel trapped, I never go out and when I do it's only for a few hours and I always ring my parents to tell them I'm okay. They care so much for me but they are beyond strict at times and insanely over protective. I love them for that because they love they have for me is beautiful but sometimes its too much. When I try to get a bit of breathing space I usually fail and that's when I snap and say horrible things. I'm scared I'm changing into something bad but mainly I'm petrified that I'm losing respect and trust from my parents.