I hate arguments

They really upset me. I've had one tonight with my girlfriend and dad. It just made me cry so much. Because i thought we was going to break up other something my dad said, (he said i was really young and that my mom didn't believe i really had a girlfriend) so i told my girlfriend, and everything just turned worse from there..

I don't want to lose her, i don't think i could go through that again. I mean I've lost Jimmy, Tyler, Jess, Marcus, all through silly arguments and me not being happy. Me just being my usual self, all depressed and shit. And i really do want it to change, because i hate the way i am, and the way my friends have to deal with it, i don't like them to see me like this, and i always drop my problems on them, even though i don't mean too.

All i want is everything to go back how it was yesterday, me perfectly happy, looking forward to anything and everything. Not like how i am now, tears dripping down my cheeks... :/

So yeah, tomorrows a new day, lets hope it's better then today was. Well, tonight.