Sorry Readers Or Anyone Else Including Friends

Dame I am so depressed! Everything is so stressful this year with so much drama.
It’s unbelievable! I swear is someone trying to get to jump in front of a car because it sure does seem like it.
Love sucks! Life sucks! Pretty much everything sucks at this point! I don't know to rip my hair out or scream out of my mind.
I am 27 years old this year and everything keeps getting worse as I get older. People say things get better, when I am dead?
Your mistakes really do haunts you for the rest of your life and you can't go back to do what has already been done.
It is wise to make smarter decision life because you can only make them once and there’s no turning back once they have been made.
Too many quotes I have heard all my life but when were young they have no meaning till they truly make since as we age in our lives.
We all have memories we will never forget but there are also those memories we wish we could forget.
For me this would be one of those years.
I end my marriage then I fall in love with someone else only to have my heart broken.
I find out my little sister was raped and even now I have to move out of state.
So stressed out!
I could be moving in a few days or 2 weeks but not full sure so it means no net for period of time.
I won’t be able to update my story so I am really sorry….So much is happening in my real life is kind of preventing me from updating.
I hope you understand.
I am not sure how I am feeling other than feeling to many feelings all at once.
Sadness, anger, lonely ness, hope less ness, depression, lost, alone and many more feelings.
Here’s a song how I partly feel. I hope you like the song as much as I do.
I know the link doesn’t work so just copy and past it up in main Internet window URL link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jv-_4IJ-IPE
September 7th, 2009 at 04:25am