...Last night I watched Life On the Murder scene for the first time in ages and I cried practically all the way through it. And i don't even know why!
I first started when Brian first came on and was speaking about My Chemical Romance and it just got me a bit emotional and my eyes welled up a little thinking about what could have possibly made them fall out.
I was alright until it got to Gerard and his Drink/drug abuse, and if you know me or if you've read my story Second Best then you'll know Gerard is not my favourite person, at all in that band, but I suddenly found myself crying at it. [I haven't changed my mind about him just cried for him though.]
Then that seemed to open the opportunity for my emotions and I cried through the rest of it because I realised just how much I miss them. When they got their gold records for Three cheers, that sent me over the edge and I was in bits by then.
It's totally uncalled for apart from the fact that I just miss them and their music. I know it's probably not long now until their new CD but I don't know, I just got over whelmed I guess. Idon't know, I guess it's how much they've changed from that DVD too, some of it no longer applies and things and I didn't like that.
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