Can I SLICE YOUR HEAD OFF with a GUITAR STRING? DX<

Yeah... Um....
I need your help? Yeah, boy trouble.. WAIT, DON'T STOP READING! Please?
It's not one boy. It's two of them.

Let's start with situation number ONE:
Well, I met this boy a little over a month ago. Let's call him... Richard. So anyway, He's two years older than me, goes to my school, he's a senior, and plays drums. We hit it off pretty well. Hang out a few times, talk on the phone.. a lot. So, eventually it slips that I like him as more than a friend and he tells me he likes me as more than a friend. So I asked him out. He said he couldn't deal with a relationship right now. So I let it go.

Then, the other night I was talking to him and he asked me why I liked him. I told him all the reasons and that I think maybe I was... falling for him.
So he starts telling me this story about how he was friends with this girl and he was in love with her and that she broke his heart. He said that if she asked him out again he would drop everything and run back to her. She dumped him more than FOUR MONTHS AGO. They haven't even talked in two months. So, I went all PMS monster on him. It basically went like this:

R:*long story*
Me: *getting angry*
R: *finishes long story*
Me: I feel like you in that situation.
R: That doesn't make sense. We haven't even kissed or whatever.
Me: So? does that have to happen in order for me to like you?
*silence*
Me: Fine. Than I'm not good enough for anyone. I see how it is. I'll never be good enough.
*hangs up*

Than I texted him telling him to call me back, since I felt bad. [He was on the other line with someone]

So he calls me back:

Me: Hi. So, I'm sorry for that. But, You need to get over her. She walked away and she's NOT COMING BACK.

Bad idea. He's like "I can't deal with this [blank]," and hangs up. So then I called him last night to apologize:

Me: Yeah, So I feel really bad about the other night. That was rude of me. I'm sorry. I hope you're not totally angry about the whole thing.
R: Honestly, I am, so bye.
And he hangs up on me.

So now I'm uber mad at him since he was a total [blank] about the whole thing. My friend [who's known him for a few years] told me he wasn't worth it. So I'm dropping it for now.

BOY NUMBER 2:
Let's call him Sasha.
He is absolutely gorgeous. And he is a really great guy. Here's the thing. I like him, but he likes only... hot girls. I'm not the best looking, but I'm not that bad.
I don't know what to do. Help?
September 12th, 2009 at 03:20pm