If you asked me if i love him... i'd lie..

wow where to start it's been forever since i've wrote anything..... hmm.... uhm.. lets just start uhm.. with this summer. summer was ok.. i guess. i was kinda busy then some stuff happened during the middle of it. I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend. and losing my best friend for awhile. well now we're friends again. which i'm glad we are, and with me and Tyler I don't know what to think. Sometimes I want everything back, but sometimes I don't. I just don't know what i want i guess.

hmm.. what else what else??? I've become a music person i guess you could say. I always have my ipod now. It's just like my cell i can't leave it anywhere it always has to be near me.

I started reading the jodi picoult books.. I LOVE THEM!!! they're sad but they are amazing!!

My friends are still a huge part of my life. they've helped me with sooo much over the summer and still help me with everything. They're amazing!! They always know what to say!

Boys: hmm.. lets see... I think boys are dumb at the moment. they just make things confusing. I really wish i could go back to when boys had cooties things were so much easier then. or when we'd have crushes but we'd never do anything abou them. we would just let them run their course till we got a new crush.. wow.. things were so much easier then...

((Resuce me from everything i just want to live i wish i could breathe))

**when i'm with you by Faber Drive is a good song**
** Best i ever had by state of shock is also a good song**
** i love amber pacific**
**ALL TIME LOW IS AMAZING!!!!**
((can't help but think of the times i've had with you pictures and memories will have to help me through))

hm.. lets see i don't know what to think.. grr.. hmm............
idk...
i guess i'll just write later...