Traveling #2.

I havent been on for about 1 or 2 weeks now. I dont know, but it feels like I've been gone for years.
Why? Because my grandmas brother Mauri, hung himself 3 weeks ago. So the funeral was one week ago.
I still cant belive that hes gone. He is, were the person we used to live with when we went for a trip to Finland, to visit everyone.
So they maybe have to sell the house, or, the bank will take it, because he had so much loan on the house, because he had re-done the bathroom. So his sons cant pay that if some insurance drops, or something, i dont know, I just heard my dad and grandma overtalk. But they may not be abel to keep the house.
If I had all the money in the world I would pay all the loan and shit and buy the house. But I dont.
I just love that house so much, its on the country side, so no cars or anything go bye all the time, just horses and cows on the other side of the small river eating grass and running around.
Its so peaceful.

I'll miss that house, if they cant keep it.