Best Friends <333

Dear Mibba, Twitter and Facebook.
I feel so fucking lonely right now :( I dunno why, but I feel like im losing my old friends because of college and I dont wanna lose my best friends, and i feel like i alreadyy have. ive lost so much in life already and I can't bear to lose any more. Today I realised so much, I realised how much I miss having a safety net in school and somewhere I can go and cry and not be judged, and somewhere I can go and be loud and bubbly and fit in. Somewhere where bitcyness doesn't hurt, because you know your best friends love you really. And I know I've made good friends in college, but its not the same, I had a few people todayy being really nasty to me because I got a C in maths and finished my questions really quickly. Then they turned around and started bitchng about lisa and my friend ashleigh. Its horrid, and the worst part is, I can't do anything about it. I just wanna let my bes friends know, that no matter how far apart we may be, were always gunna be here for each other and we all know and will never forget those precious fews years we had in school together, and im sooo fucking thank full for being able to spend it with them!! You know who you are. Alice, Nihaal, Claire, Jordan, Shakira, Claire, Lauren, Rose, Daisy, Jenna. I love you girls so fucking much, no matter how much we argue we always make it through and I wanna let you know how much you all mean to me, and wanna thank you for letting me share so many amazing memories with you all!! Xxxx Forever best friends xx
P.s Lisa, I also consider you a best friend too because without you, I probs would of dropped out of college by now haha!! ly2 xxx
September 17th, 2009 at 10:40pm