Useless?

Okay, you know when your mom cries? and you just feel like your useless because your not doing anything? Try feeling like that everyday.

My mom cries constantly, but i dont blame her, she has a reason to cry.

On February 6th, 2009-- We lost a member of our family, my brother,Andrew. I'm not going into the details on how he died, so don't ask, please.

We weren't really that close, but he was still my brother, he wasn't all nice to me but I still loved him even though it didn't feel like it.

Andrew was in the National Guards, he was 18, and funny as hell. I remember one time, he dug a hole and filled it with stuff to start fires with (don't know what it's called.) and then threw a lit match in it. Of course, he had his face over it while it exploded, he lost some hair...it was pretty funny.

Okay so, I was watching my brother fix a go cart and a piece flew up hitting like an inch above his eye, he had to get 8 stitches. Also he tried jumping into the go cart breaking his tail bone, when ever he sat or walked he groaned. It was funny. :)

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Well, i had my math test today...yea, it wasnt as hard as I thought it would be. I wonder what I got.....Hm. Oh well.

I REALLY hate my band teacher now, i got in trouble yet again... all I did was state my opinion on something that I thought stunk. "I dont want to hear your comments anymore..."he said. Whatever.

Well unlike yesterday my day went pretty well. :)

~Coco~