Him

What does he see when i look at him in the eyes? Just a girl or something more? Does he know how i feel about him? What i go through everyday just to watch him walk away and grab a differnt girls hand? I dont know if i love him or if i hate him but its been going on for to long. My eyes are getting harder to keep dry as i see him sitting next to me everyday, than leave as if nothing had every happened. Is there something wrong with me?

Just something i wrote its not entirely true like im not that attached but its practically the same thing.
peace, love, and happiness,
Roxbunny