Tired of not being Free. !

I'm tired of this same life style. !
I want to be able to make it on my own , to have to struggle for myself. I want to be able to do my own thing and not have to stay just home and do what my parents ask me to do. ! I want to be able to say that I'm free that I'm actually free from what my parents say and from what the think is wrong. I want to be able to get my tattoo and not have to worry about what my dad will say. If i was on my own i would have more freedom and he wouldn't have a said in any of the decisions. I want to be able to say yeah i do smoke and not have to hide it just because my parents don't like it. I just want to have a life where I don't have to ask my parents for something I want a life where i have to look for what i want. But im too afraid of telling this to my parents because i know they think I'm not ready for that but the only thing thats holding me back is them. ! I want to break free from this. ! I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. !