The pain you Cause.

-As he cuts into her chest, her heart beats on. She's just not giving up yet.-

I want to live a normal life. Is that even possible these days? Seems like my world is spinning out of control. Can someone slow it down...

I lost a guy that meant the world to me. And i blame myself for that. Its hard to move on. Im just tierd of all of it.

I call out for help but he is the one making me cry. He is the only one who can help me and he just says insult after insult. The guy who saved me is now the guy who is killing me. Is that really possible..

As bad as life sux im still fighting because its what i know to do. But is it all really worth it. Is it worth more pain, more tears, more damage. Is this fake smile all i live for. The stupid fake happy life when deep down im in pain. How is this happening to me. And more importantly why is this happening. I just quit I give up On you.