Talk about being an idiot...

I just told my ex-boyfriend I miss him...

How stupid is that? I know he doesn't even care and yet I still said it.... If anything this'll only complicate things further. I can express our ralationship this way: friends turned lovers turned friends... So now, I'm guessing he won't even talk to me the same way...

We dated 2 months and a half but it was enough for me to form a different bond with him than the one before. The decision to brake up was also something we both wanted at the time but last week I started wondering if it was really the right thing to do...

I'm in a huge pickle right now. I have the feeling I just ruined everything that was or that could have been........