uhm...yeahhh. blah. blah. hah

ugh! i hate this! no matter what i do i piss someone off, or do something wrong. I just don't get it. I either have Tyler pissed at me, or I have Andy not talking to me. And when i need my friends all of them are busy. i understand, but it just kinda sucks. If someone needs me, i do what i can. But i when i need someone, no one's here. It sucks! i don't want to be, like helpless, but damn, i just need one of my friends to like listen. ohh well. I'm trying to think of something happy to write....

Ohh...Tyler and i got close, but ohh he had a girlfriend the whole damn time! and he wants to know if I'm dating Andy..hah.

Ohh...but i cant date Andy..heather likes Andy..and if i go for him, i will be 'that girl'. I'm always accused of being 'that girl'...i don't want to be 'that girl' i hate 'that girl'!

If you don't know who 'that girl' is...it's the girl who ruins all the relationships for her own personal, like, i have no idea. but she always f*cks everything up. ad i don't want to be like that.

I'm not like that. I will never be like that! EVER! ugh this is horrible.

but whatever. I'll be fine. like always