alone

well what a confusing day. The guy I am truly in love with. Ignoring me?
I mean? what happened in the short 20 hours we have been apart, and what did I do?
have you ever lost someone so meaning to you?As a friend that is. That your world stops spinning, and you want to just crawl up in a ball and let the music block out the confusion and pain. And If you were wondering, this guys name is MATT. The very guy who's name I'm using in this story. But he has truly crushed my inspiration. Love is great, but hate is better for hate is easy, but love IS HARD.