10.3.09

Hmm today i think Asexual, even though i know in my previous one i did like that girl however
now i feel like i don't care, i dont like boys, i don't like girls, i just don't care. i like both as friends, but i don't really feel like i can connect to another human being, maybe its cause of my past relationships but i just don't feel like i can. Other than that i have to face that girl tomorrow, i'm going to feel so awkward i think i should tell her that i never wanted to do that, but i can't really talk to new people. I don't talk unless im talked to and its a habit i can't break i've been trying.