I thought you loved me...

It's about to rain.
I'm kinda happy because the bad weather fits my mood perfectly right now.
My boyfriend just broke up with me through a text and I don't know what to do.
The terrible part is, I can't even cry about it
I miss him terribly but I can't bring myself to be sad
I'm in shock...

And to top it off, my best friend Jayce is moving.
His house is up for sale and everything
I asked my mom if we could move in there just to keep his memory around, but she denied my pleading request.
I don't even know where he's going but I'm going to miss him more than anything
He's in a band and is going to travel the world and I know I'm never going to see him again.
Nor am I going to see my other good friend JP for he is going with him.

Needless to say, I'm a mess.

I just felt like I should put that out there...

anyone have any ideas on how to make this all easier?