My Fault

I feel like it's my fault. I don't know why but yet I do. If you'd like to know what i'm talking about then here it is.

My cousins babysitting commited suicide last night. And what made it even worse. His older brother killed himself at the same age, the same night [eight year anniversy (wrong word I know)] of the night he died. The way he died was just brutal. He went like 100mph and crashed his car at the bottom of a cliff thing.

I don't know why but I feel like it's my fault because my cousin. MY PRODIGY looked up to him and I feel like she was let down. It dissapoints me that I feel that iv'e let her down.