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Contrary to popular belief I actually hate being alone, but I've had so mush parctice I've gotten use to it. You'd think because I've been the 'new student' so many times I would find my place easily or something, but this is new teratory. And everytime I 'start over' I form some new thing that build barriers and isolates myself from everyone else. Over the years I've begun to keep to my self more not really being me.I always end up letf out and I have always envyed my brother for the fact that he finds his place and adjust so fast everywhere we go.
Florida was easy, although it took me sometime before I was confortable and even some times I didn't feel as if I belonged.It was confortable, and I made some great friends.but I guess you could say I'm in someways... Shy/ socially inept.Sadly no one cares if I'm sitting there alone, everyone usually loses intrest after the first week or two unless your constantly in the limelight. I've always loved/hated moving and 'starting over', more times then not it tilted to the sit of it sucking butt.