I need to stop doing this to myself.

Why do I keep falling for guys that I know will never be mine? It isn't fair to myself. It's either the guy is famous or he has a girlfriend who is a million times better than me.

I'm not that bad.

I know I'm not.

But why must the perfect guy always be so far away? Why can't he be just around the corner? Why can't he reveal himself to me so I can stop looking myself?

It's all just one big heart ache. This entire ordeal is making me a not-so-hot mess.

I want to fall in love with someone who is in love with me. I'm looking for the real thing. I'm looking for my forever. I don't want someone who tries to impress me. I want someone who does it naturally.