my finacee's in jail. he wasn't supposed to be there. i feel like my whole world is just slipping out from under me. i feel so out of control and helpless. i mean what can i do but sit back and wait for things to happen. i don't do that well. i mean i don't sit back and let things happen. i can't do that i have to have control. control is something i have a realy hard time giving up. i dont give up control. so i took some control back. i started to cut again. my demon has return and as strong as ever. how can i get rid of a demon that just never leaves. all my so called friends and family all leave me behind like trash but this doesn't. how can i shun something that is always there for me when nothing and noone else is?
Can anyone answer that for me?
Blood Red: The Prison I'm In
October 12th, 2009 at 06:07am