What happened.

So, I did end up going to meet the guy that I was supposed to meet today. (If you're wondering what I'm talking about, go read my previous journal.)

It totally wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. He did give me some of the answers I wanted. But yeah, we're pretty much done forever. We might talk on occasion, but even that probably won't happen.

I suppose I got the closure I wanted. I found out what was a lie. I found out what I needed to know. And now, I have to put the rest out of my head, or I'll drive myself crazy.

There was more I wanted to know. But I was scared, and didn't ask. With my imagination, I'm going to go over every possible thing that could have happened for the next week. I need to stop. Only, that's really hard for me.

Oh well, the past is the past and there's no point dwelling on it. One day, everything that's happened in the past year will make sense, and I'll be at peace with it. Not right now though.