SCHOOL

School is really boring. It really hurt to be there after my ex and i broke up. Now I'm really stressed and upset. I take a lot of advanced classes because my mom wants me to get into a good college. I don't see the point, i am a good student and can do a lot, why should i take the hard classes and stress myself out? I'm a junior and have been in advanced classes since sixth grade. It hurts to know that my mom doesn't believe in me that much. I do really well in school, the last time i checked i was ranked around 13 out of 103 students. I used to be 10th. I'm not bragging or anything that is just a fact. I'm proud of myself for being able to do this, even with the stress i have. The stress is causing my hair to fall out and my to have random pains. It is NOT healthy, but i really can't do anything. I miss the care free girl i used to be. But at least i can get into a good school....right?