Love is a Funny Thing

Have you ever met that person where you can't get them off your mind no matter what you do? Have you ever just wanted things to go right in your life? I have and its about this one boy (who will not be named) that i never thought could make such an impact on my life. I just wish I could just tell him that I only want him in my life. Theres a few problems with that he lives in another country, I can't stop pushing him away, and he probably loves another girl. I do some pretty stupid things in life, but sometimes its because i want to be better for him. I can over react amazingly i just control it sometimes. Like today i did something pretty stupid, and ended up in the hospital with him furious at me. Its not his fault its actually mine for making him so angry. All i ever wanted was for him to be happy, and if that means me getting thrown out of his life I might just follow out.