Okay heads up this is a self pity journal and if u don't care then don't read.
I really don't ask for much in life. I have never really had a boyfriend, but that never bothered me much before. Of course that is before I met him.
We shall call him T. T is in 7th grade I am in 8th, which would have made it a little bit hard for me to know him but we have theater arts together which is my fave class. My friend knows that I really really like him and asked her to tell him I like him during our play. And she says to me really nice " he probably doesn't like you" and the sad thing is I agree. I'm not going to say he is my first crush cuz he's not he is my second my first was in 7th grade we shall call him J. Me and J we were friends and my other "friend" told him I liked him. J was never really my friend after that.
Why can't I have T really it's not like I'm going after the football captain. T is normal as far as looks ( i think he is cute, he has amazing brown eyes) both of us are short. He is a goof-ball, and it makes me want to cry.
What's wrong with me, I can't get a boyfriend but my friend can date and have sex with a 10 grader when all i want is to kiss a 7th grader. Am i too fat, ugly or just stupid to think that a guy could ever like me?
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