Lonely Yet Again

It's 11:30PM now and I still can't sleep and my boyfriend spent all night talking to other people today so him and I didn't get any chance to have any conversation today at all what-so-ever. That's annoying me. I'm lonely tonight. No one talks to me anymore. Happy Thanksgiving. I'm going to spend my vacation alone again how fun is that? I'm just so excited for the next 4 days off...not.
I wish I actually had friends who talked to me. All I have is my boyfriend and him and I don't talk a lot. It's so hard for me to make friends though. I mean in this society no one even acknowledges me being alive. I'm just in a incredibly bad mood.