I didn't realize this was so wrong. Until recently that is.

When I was little I was mean to animals. I'll pull their tails and ears, sometimes even kick them. As I god older I realized it was wrong and stopped because I didn't want to get in trouble. Recently these urges to hurt things have come back.

For example, I was at my friends house and her cat was in her room. It's really cute yet I wanted to hurt it. Let's not get into the vivid details. I told my mom I have these urges and she told me it's not good and to tell my therapist. I got made and screamed at her and said I'm not going to therapy any more. She's not going to force me but she's begging me to, so I'm not going anymore.

She just set me off.