Scared

I'm really fucking scared.
I might have cervical cancer. My mom is going to make sure all my symptoms have nothing to do with my period. (which I'm positive they're not. I had them before during and after my period. All month long and it keeps getting worse) She is going to let my period come and pass and if I still have all these symptoms she's making me a gynecologist appointment. I'm really scared; I don't want anyone going near my vagina again.

Sorry that was probably gross.

I have really bad pains and it just keeps getting worse; and other symptoms you don't want to hear about. I cried when I look up symptoms of it. Also I heard it's more common in younger girls.
December 7th, 2009 at 03:01am