Sigh.

So I'm not really sure what me and this boy, Shawn, are, if we are together or not, but he's snuck over to my house before, and we have done somethings...
Well my neighbor, Luke, he is in a couple of Shawns' classes, and I'm pretty sure that Luke doesn't have that many friends, and he's somewhat new here. Well there's something... different with Luke, and he has these uncontrollable twitches, and I feel like people avoid talking to him because of them, they are pretty violent. I told Shawn to talk to him, and invite him to lunch with us some time, and talk to him about music, cause I know Luke's in a band.
Shawn has little bursts of paranoia now and then, and he told my friend that he thinks I have a thing for Luke, which I don't, I just want to get to know him better, and be friends, and have Shawn be his friend to. Now I'm worried that Shawn is avoiding me, and I really need to talk to him, I'm just not sure when he gets back from work :.<
thanks for reading me rant on like that, sorry about it!
Right now I am dying under the amount of work I have in school. To top it off, my english teacher just assigned us a sumative, and a new set of chapter question type things for Twelfth Night, and I still need to finish the chapter questions that were due last novel study, joy joy.
After english, I have drama, which we started studying Greek Theater, another, joy joy situation, Shakespeare, and Greek Theater all in the afternoon, shoot me now! Today in Geo class our teacher introduced the idea of 'Bright the Food From Your Culture' day, and I asked if we could bring hash brownies and i got a flat out no. It didn't highlight my day. On the bright side, were learning to be sneaky ninjas in gym class! The school is having a professional come teach us self defense, on the dark side (?) I know that if i were ever being attacked by someone, i would never remember the moves that this lady taught us.
I am sooo not looking forward to Christmas, because my family is pretty screwed up. My mother and I will be spending the majority of the brake at my grandmothers house. The downside to this, is that my grandfather died, three months ago, three days before Christmas. My grandfather was the rock of the family, and was the one that everything centered around. His presence is still in the my grandmothers house, and it will be sad, and depressing to visit. The day of the funeral, my mother, and my aunt got into this huge fight, it was really all just bottled up tension, and they still haven't worked anything out, that is another reason there will be problems, and stress. My father, now there is another story. He has the longest pole in the history of the universe stuck up his ass, and nothing is ever good enough for him. He's also always the bad guy in any situation, or so that's how he sees it. He remarried a couple of years ago, and that made the pole situation worse, because now he tries to be perfect for for the bitch. All goes to say, noooot looking forward to December 25th
thanks for reading this if you did!
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Lacey