This is getting weird..

My best friend Lana came out as bi and has been telling me the juicy details of her and her ex girlfriend having sex. A normal person would be grossed out, right? Nope not me. I was jealous of her ex. I'm not ready to have sex yet but I wanted to be with her as more than friends. She also talks about being completely in love with our friend Kailee. And I just sit there listening. She often calls me hot and gorgeous but I don't really believe I am. In other news I'm going to be hanging out with someone else I really like. I think he likes me to and hopefully I get the courage to show him that I like him.