What would you do if the man you raped you got you pregnant?

Luckily I am not. I was so scared I was because I went 5 months without my period then got it. Also, its obvious I'm not because it happened last October. I was really hurting myself and even get sent away for attempted suicide, even then I didn't tell my family and the doctors the truth as to why I tried to kill myself; I told them I was bullied which wasn't true. His threat was always in the back of my mind; I couldn't tell.

Then this summer my mom asked me if I cut myself. I tried to deny it, I really did but then I started crying. She made me go into her bedroom to talk. She asked me why, why was I hurting myself and she thought it was because of her. I refused to talk, just sat there crying. Then she began asking questions. She asked if someone threatened me and I nodded. Then she asked if I was raped. I cried even harder. I cried for over and hour and I felt so sick to my stomach. This summer was so horrible because I had to go to therapy and I had to talk about it after holding it in for nearly a year. I was tested for HIV and luckily the results came out negative. I have healed, finally, for the most part. I still have trouble sleeping at night though. So here's the question:

What would you do if you got pregnant from the man who raped you? When I thought I was pregnant I was panicking so badly. If I was pregnant I'd at least be able to get a blood test and know who did this to me.

I hate hearing people joking about rape. It pisses me off so much. I freak out on them. It's not fucking funny at all!