Okay; I need some advice.

So, I'm in dire need of advice.
There is this guy that works with my older sister.
He's 18 so, he's legal so I won't be getting arrested
I'm 21 by the way.

Anyways;
Up until the other day;
I have only thought of him as a friend and thats it.
But, when he hugged me.
I asked him too, I was having a horrible horrible day;
Anyways; When he hugged me; a ton of butterlies fluttered out of my heart
fireworks went off in my stomache
I'm so scared too tell him how I feel
cause I've always been scared of rejection.

He might think the age difference is weird or creepy
but as this qoute goes

People say whats the point in liking someone who doesn't like you back. They are right, there isn't a point. But you can't help who you like, it's not up to you. Your heart kinda just decides for you and there is no turning back once your heart makes up its mind. ?

The heart can't help it; once it's made up it's mind; it's obviously set on that person
and my heart is set on Justin.
For some reason when I was poking his shouders and he laughed;
more fireworks and butterflies strung into action.

There is something about him that makes me go crazy.
I spend my nights staying up, thinking of ways to get him off my mind so I can sleep;
but he's always there
my sleepless nights are the reason I'm writting this journal;
I would like an outsiders advice.

It would help me alot
should I keep my feelings locked in a box; buried under my heart
or
tell Justin and risk getting rejected...which I'm terribly scared of.
-Mandiee.