Honestly? There is a legit reason behind my failure to go to college.
I know that I should be in college right now. But I'm not. My family doesn't have enough money and neither do I. (Trust me, living off of GameStop paychecks does not do you much good.) I didn't try in high school, either, so I didn't get any scholarships. I played softball and basketball, though... But alas, I stand scholarship-less.
I can't help but feel like I'm behind, though. Almost every one of my friend's are in college. I mean, they're older than me (some by ten years), but it still bothers me.
I have no idea what I want to bewhen I grow up and I'm already grown up.
Now I feel even more behind.
Most people, by age eighteen, already are pretty damn sure what they want to be. Of course, not everyone does. Some college kids don''t even know still....right? But despite all that I'm still bothered.
I just want to go to college and get it over with. I can't rush myself, though.
Am I the only one who feels this way? I sure hope not. =[
x C0URTN3Y.
(Yeah, I'm ghetto like that. ;0 haha)
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