Big Bro where did you go?

My friend. From the start you claimed the name "big brother". You were there for me through everything. You held my hand through my first horror movie. You walked me almost through the whole town just so I could calm down. I called you when I got my first boy friend and when I first got my heart broken. I could go on forever on all the things you do for me and the things you've done for my in the past.

However, you are no where to be found. You're not at home, you're not at school, you're not in my living room waiting for me until I get home from work. No one has seen you in almost three years.

But there is always one place I see you, in my dreams. Your always there hiding in the deep crevices of my most inner thoughts. We re-live our time together, in my dreams. From the moment when we first met, till when the last moments we shared together. I miss you in the real world.

When will I see you again?
When was the last time you held my face and told me you loved me?
When will you hold my hand again?
Where have you gone?
Who have you met? Anyone I know?

I love you Big Brother... Please come home I miss you.