Starting my 20s off right

It sucks to still care for someone who doesn't care about me in return.

But I'm going to try not to care anymore. I'm giving myself my own closure and saying goodbye. That is, forever - you know that right? No more "second" chances. I can't trust you anymore. Even thirty years from now...of course by then, I hope to forget your face. And in a twisted way, I want your friends now to leave you behind like you left me. But at the same time I don't because I know how it hurts.

I have a problem. I care too much ....even for people who don't deserve it. But I'm dedicated to finding the right people who won't ever make me feel that way again. So, here's to starting my 20's off right...
Goodbye.
January 13th, 2010 at 12:46pm