This deffinatly sucks.

Okay so ever since 6th grade I haven't really felt "normal" about liking guys. I always felt weird talking about them and calling them hot, I still do. I only really call guys hot if I feel pressured, or if I really really think they're hot [like Jensen Ackles.] I think I figured out why... I liked girls. I am physically attracted to them, but not boys. Like, I like their faces, but simply looking at their chest grosses me out. Thinking about doing anything sexual with a boy grosses me out. I've never had a boyfriend because I never really liked the guys who like me, and I haven't really like many guys. I am still young so this might be a stage... but who knows.
January 14th, 2010 at 02:25am