I really hate my feet.

Ok, I don't know that I've ever heard of anyone loving their feet, but I especially hate mine.

I hate walking around barefoot, or even in thongs, or any other open-toed shoe, because I feel like people will be staring at my feet and judging me because of them.

They're just gross.

My big toes are huge and my toenails are weird (like, I pretty much need to get them pulled off, because I'm allergic to the medicine to fix them, but the idea of getting my toenails pulled off freaks me out big time) and...

Yeah. They're just ugly. I mean, in my personal opinion 99% of feet are ugly, but mine are especially so. And they're big. I have size 10 feet (I don't know what that translates to for American shoe sizes though) 9 1/2 sometimes depending on the brand.

I'm saying this because I'm going on a camp thingy and I'll have to wear thongs, at some point or people will think I'm weird. I'd rather not. I'd rather wear sneakers, or flats. I considered 'forgetting' them, but then I might have to go barefoot.

I don't know.

I just needed to get it out there. Because I can't tell people I'm self-conscious of my feet or they'll stare at them.

... yeah I know this journal is... weird...