I need to rant.......everything is just pissing me off.

So I woke up this morning.......feeling great and finaly got in some sleep. I began my day by putting on some music, I danced and sang along to all my songs on my Ipod. So I check my email......and load behold is a message from someone I used to hate. So I thought, "Wow....awesome." I read the email and it goes on and on about life. Then he says something that really throws off my day. "That was high school bullshit........I forgave you for everything you did." I did? I DID?! I didn't do shit!!! He broke my heart! He left me! I'm still stuck in this shithole, depressed every effing day because I never got my final goodbye with him! He left me thinking one day.....one day something would happen. I'm still stuck at that night when he said goodbye but left me thinking there was hope. I'm still there waiting for him to come back.....so I can say goodbye. I hate that he still affects me. GIRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Sorry........I feel better now that's off my chest. Hope everyone has a better day than I have.

Peace.