The tribute video for the Rev

uh...what can I say? There are so many thoughts and emotions but I just dont know how to say them in a way that makes any sense. When I began watching this video, I felt happiness, I mean this man has lived his life in a truely unique way, it was amazing. You see footage of his family, his friends, they way he lived, everything that he did, and it is amazing, I keep smiling...Im filled with hope that maybe the pain of loosing a truly great man will lessen. But as it gets to the end of the video and Jimmy closes the door to the bus, I once again begin to cry, continuous thoughts running in my head of "no, this cant be the end, its just....it cant be."