Life is hard to understand...

Today is not the best day ever.... I met this guy almost 5 months and we have dated on and off....

He has cheated on me around 3 times... and i keep taking him back....

I can't figure out why this is....

It's like i can't do anything without him... ugh...
It's annoying... to rely on something that does not rely on you... or care whether you are there or not.. He tells me he's sorry..
he tells me he loves me...
He says he has changed since he has got with me... but has he?

I get yelled at daily for being with him from multiple people and i am just lost now at what is right for me to do...

i know a lot of people journal about heartbreak and stuff but... what about being the one cheated on but not being able to let go?

i don't know what to do.... ughhh
January 21st, 2010 at 06:59pm