First chapter.

Dear Journal. Nah, I'd much rather say diary.

Dear Diary,
~ today, so very little was done, but so much happened.

First, my father decided that he would take me and my younger brother on coast to go skating. That didn't fit to well in since it rained yesterday.
But the man still wanted to do something so he went to his parents place instead. I, was left alone to writte an other chapter " Lights, Cameras, Gun'' My first story.
I also got a chance to talk to my Best Friend, Amy, with whom I had made plans for this evening but eveutally where cancelled because one of the guys did not want to leave his house for reason, I'd jokingly call pornography. But he is much too fragile and too obediant to do such things. Anyhow, Amy and I where talking, she mentioned that one of our ''friends'' (He's not really a friend of mine, never was, more of an enemy these days.) is throwing a drinking party at his house. One party I refuse to go to for more reasons than the obviously shown.

I know for a fact that his house will smell of cigarettes thanks to his parents.

That boy hates me, ever since I said no to him. Why should I bother going if I'm only going to get insulted all night?

I do not feel like being with, nonethe less be in the same room as the two boys (The ''friend'' and his other friend, to whom I also said no to) who sent me text messages that gave me nightmares the night before going to work, at 6. ; Hey bitch, I want to fack you.

I am no ones bitch (Accept for Bill, ;D ), even if I am a bitch.

The saddest part of this, is that this ''friend'' has had this hated for me since exactly the 8 of Aughust, from this year(I only know this because it happened a week before an event this summer+ I have a good memory). His friend on the other hand, I do not know the date of, but it was fairly close to the first dance of my ninth grade. I've grown very tired of all this.

Could they of held this grudge for so long? You might ask.
How are you sure? You might also ask. I know because that Amy's boyfriend, Jim, is close friends with Gus ( my ''Friend'') they hung out the night before, according to Amy, to her big disapointement, because she and he where suposed to of gone out for a drive that evening.
Instead, it turned into a guys night.
Even Amy thought is suspicious the way Jim asked her to invite me. Normally, in our groups parties, we send multiples texts instead. Plus, Amy is never concious of these things. Something I wish she'd pay more attention to, that and details.
He told her that she "should" bring me along. Should being properly translated from French.

(Oh, btw I'm actually French, in case you didn't catch the message there)

This hole post is stupid, if you don't agree, than you'll find my love life quite entertaining. Anyhow I love coments, and guide lines. Feel free to send anything.

With Love,
P.