late night writings/ ramblings

i hate night time. especially when i want to go to sleep but i've got useless thoughts roaming around.

like:

something's wrong here
i can't put my finger on it
so it just keeps going
here in the dark you can't hide from your pain
when it's displayed so clearly on the walls
you can't run from your shadows

it never ceases to amaze me the things i come up with at night
its so depressing.

another one:
i'll let you be my brand of poison
kill me but take it slow
i wanna feel the burn of your love running through me
like whiskey on a cold night

bwahahahaha i don't know what i was thinking
oh right i remember i wanted to sleep

but i've already decided i'm not going to be in love it's not something you can trust so i'm going to stare vacantly and watch lovers pass before my eyes for all my life and die a virgin because who knows where boys have been.

yep yep i think i'm getting more insane

anyway this colud be a regular thing cause i have loads of crap stored in my head. its dangerous, what can you do though